I was hesitant to go to my doctor because I didn't want to hear that I needed more bed rest. But I'm sure glad that I did. I went and was ultrasounded (how do you say that properly?) this afternoon to make sure that there are no serious complications. It felt so good to see my baby's face! The eyes and nose were so clear but something was blocking his mouth so I didnt see it. I also saw his little peewee. ^_^ Poor Mark, the ultrasound was finished by the time he got back to the hospital. Got pictures but they're too small and dark for me to post.
Exactly what I needed to lift my spirits and to look at things with a proper perspective.
Still under bed rest though. i never imagined that bed "rest" could be so tiring and trying!
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
I think i am depressed. According to some website, out of 10 symptoms for depression during pregnancy i'm suffering from 9. And no wonder because the half of the stated possible triggers for depression is very much present in my life. And darn it, reading about it still doesn't make things right. Hopefully forcing myself to blog will help me kick this out of my system as well as revive my woefully neglected blog.